i suddenly feel super depressed by the fact that so many ppl are going to consider applying for poly!
especially when they are doing better than me..
im so confused now..
so many questions floating around in my head
why was i so depressed in the first place when i noe my midcourse results?
why did i even come to a jc in the first place?
should i have applied for poly?
den i wouldnt have known the ijc ppl i noe now!
should i seriously consider going to poly now?
but i haven tell my parents my results!
wad will they do when they know?
if i AM going to poly, shld i still continue with pw?
lyk wads the point alr?!
should i give up on everything?
issit worth it to get retain, by any chance?
am i ready for poly life?
are the ppl ard me ready for this fact? that im going to poly?
especially my parents?
can i do well even if i get promoted somehow?
especially when my results are lyk sh*t?!
how can i do better?
will i do well if i go poly?
if i cmi in poly how?
wad for get promoted?
wad for do well in A levels?
wad will i do after dat?
what can i do?



ALL THE WHO WHAT WHEN WHERE WHY HOW ?!?!?!?!?!?!



im so not in control of my own life..
i dunno wad i want/need and why?!



ARGH!!!




and my kneecaps are lyk swollen
dont feel lyk going to sch on mon alr.. =(
its so FUGLY!