i was suppose to go out with pam, char and jh today to maybe catch a movie or sth..
but the movies no suitable timing,
den we couldnt find other interesting stuff to do oso at low cost..
and i didnt felt lyk going out, not in the very best of mood
especially with the nice weather at woodlands
so i didnt go out with them in the end..

stayed in school and waited for heesang to come and play bball
the jc1 cohort got mothertongue mock test at 3-6
so we played for that long..
made him run, haha!

den its back home for more WR
since it wasnt handed in today

these few days in school,
i cant help but feel moody most of the time..
i dunno why im still so worried whether i can get promoted
when the best case scenario is retain..
as in there's this less than 1% chance of me getting promoted no matter how much the school moderates our results
starsky got 4 pts in his yr and still got retain
den me leh? not a single s**t lah!
how to even hope for getting promoted?!

but i cant imagine myself getting retain and all..
or even me appearing in a poly
so not me..

plus! i haven even tell my parents my results lar
up till now im still telling them,
"school now going through papers, haven return them yet"
cant believe they believed wad i said..
white lies (:

maybe when i cant hold on any longer
i'll just burst out crying..
which i haven done so in a long long time..



*** HAPPY BIRTHDAY HONG YU ((: