its a big fat U for H2 Physics
another big fat U for H2 Chemistry
and another big fat U for H2 Mathematics
and another big fat U for H1 Economics

woohoos!

so shld i RETAIN/ go POLY?
does it make a diff? i dont see my bright future in both anyways..
tell me wad i shld do with this f***ing rotten life of mine

believe me, i have no single idea..

i only told my parents most probably i will get retained..
dey said they've guessed so..
but i could tell they dey didnt want to believe it
i know wads going through their minds..
they think im the smartest amongst my cousins just becos im frm anderson sec.
so im smart
so i'll do better for promos and Alevels
so i'll have a brighter future..
but the fact is:
in reality, im not smart, just lucky
just not lucky enough this time
imagine all the 'face' they'll be throwing.. :(

i dont know wad im going to do..
im sad and pissed..
at the same time...

i only know if i was one of those elite students who are not used to failure,
maybe i would have jumped off some building..



give me 10 good reasons why i should stay in a jc..
maybe i shld have gone to a poly instead..