i hate rotting at home..
it makes me think a lot
in fact, too much
i dunno wad im feeling now
wad im thinking doesnt match my feelings
i tot i've emo-ed long enof after knowing the midcourse results
and i'm ok with getting retained and having to leave 12C
i noe its not as if its the end of the world and all
but y am i still feeling so terrible now?
i really (x infinity) hope i can get promoted if i appeal
but the probability of appealing successfully is 0.0000000000000001% ?
(and positive talk dont work on me, so dont even try..)
if i cant appeal through, its all back to SQUAREone...
tick tock; tick tock; tick tock; 5:36 PM.