oh yes, and this reminded me of sth i tot of a few days ago.
i saw the ncc guys frm chungcheng yishun frm my window the other day
they were doing pt and drills
and that suddenly made me miss those days in uniformed groups
where everyone go thru thick and thin tgt
no matter how much i hated pt and footdrill then..

then i accompanied lirong to shop
for a while only
cos i left hse w/o telling my parents
(didnt want to tok to my father ><) so she managed to buy 2 skirts frm cotton on im so tempted to do shopping but i cant broke :( and my jrs are having countdown bbq at one of the jrs' place want to go, but cant :( im going! (:
going to neesoonsouth countdown concert with family.
shld be xian to the max
the fact that im not toking to my father!
luckily lirong is going oso
can go chill with her.
haha

and on new year day,
i have a gathering with my sec4 class
haven decide if im going..

for god's sake,
i think our friendship is quite superficial..
i think i've tried alot to make it stronger?
well maybe u guys cant see it,
but i dunno if u ppl are putting in the same effort oso..
sumtimes i feel lyk giving up.
cos maybe im the only dumb one among us..
i dun feel that bond among all of us anymore..
maybe time will tell...